For the very first time
So I kept dreaming....
Jag = idioten
An ode to nothingness
Always remember, never forget
What has been stolen, the thing you can't take back
You can build it up again
Just not sure when
You'll be able to do it with a smile
And it's never worth your while
Just don't ever forget
The things you can't take back
Only lose, never regain
And it's always in vain
The time
The time it takes
The time
The time, it takes
And leave you with less
The love
The love it takes
The love
The love, it takes
Something from you.
If you knew me
If you did, you wouldn't break my heart
If you know who I am
You wouldn't let me fall
Out of love with you
You would stay true
To the reality of us
You wouldn't break my trust
You would stay in the night
You would know it's alright
To fall apart
To let life be hard
'Cause through it all
I would be right by your side
To hold you when you cry
I would kiss the pain away
If you would let me stay
I would love every last part of you
My words would only speak the truth
You wouldn't have to worry or be scared
I would be right there
This is all I have to say to you
And every last part of it is true..
(några veckor gammal)
Skriven under inspiration av låten "I Refuse" - Sense Field
Inte första gången jag skrivet poesi till denna låt, men denna gång gjorde jag en väldigt alternativ tolkning på frasen "Don't say that you know me" än tidigare :).
Rewrite
Varje gång du möter min blick
Blir luften svår att andas
Varje gång du möter min blick
Ser jag ingen sanning i ljuset
Varje gång du möter min blick
Vet jag inte längre varför vi båda står här
Varje gång du möter min blick
Så vet jag inte längre vem jag är
En liten rewrite / annorlunda tolkning på låten "Varje gång du möter min blick"-Kent
Happy Birthday / December child
The tragedy born in December
The broken, the lost and lonely child
Wanting to run, wanting to hide
Away from all the sadness and the pain
Heavy tears forever lost in November rain
The aching, the feeling
The "never truly healing"
The hope long lost
Is this because
There was never any point to see
The wonders the heart could feel
Was it just easier to let it be?
Is it just easier to be me?
The broken child born in December
Who just doesn't want to remember
That sometimes you can be more than content
That sometimes, even if it doesn't make sense
That life, that love, can bring a smile to your eyes
That sometimes, there is truth in the lies
That life could be more than this
That happiness really truly exist
Not in stories, not in a book
But by a simple look
With the touch of a fingertip
With one single kiss
There really is
More than this.....
6/12-2011 [15.37]
Thoughts
I have my doubts about you
About everything to say the truth
What is real in reality
Is it just comfortability
To rest in each others warm embrace
The care we see in each others face
A longing of love in the end
Do we just pretend
To reach what seems so hard to achieve
Do we just dream?
Is the future really ours to keep
Did we take a risk, make a leap
Into something that is more than a wish
Lingering in each and every kiss
Did we miss what we really should see
Did we ignore what really should be?
But maybe, just maybe, this is real
And the truth is the things we feel
Maybe, just maybe, this is true
The dream, the wish, to be with you
Skriven idag under inspiration av textraderna: I have my doubts. I have my doubts and so does everybody else. Låt: Bleed Like Me av Trapt
Something very old
Something you can touch, something you can feel.
In her dreams you will loose your sanity.
All to live a life in fantasy.
Her loving gets you high,
Get you longing, reaching for the scarlet sky.
Her aerial presence seduces your mind.
Her captivating beauty makes you blind.
- 2008 -
Om en dröm
Hur kunde jag låta dig såra mig så?
Hur kunde jag förlåta
Hur kan jag sitta med ditt halsband på
Och fortfarande gråta?
Jag drömde inatt att färgen inte var äkta
Silvret tappade sin glans
Det var inte riktigt guld på ditt hjärta
Hade vi någonsin en chans?
Drömde jag att någon sa
Varför har du halsbandet kvar?
Är det något som jag vill ha?
Eller bara ett minne av vem jag en gång var?
Jag kan inte göra mig av med mitt hjärta
Inte börja om igen
Inte utsätta mig för risken av smärta
Men om jag inte gör det nu, vad ska hända sen?
Om jag skärper mig nu
Och väljer dig
Kan det då vara du
Som väljer mig?
11/8 – 2011 [14.16]
Memories
En väldigt lång men personlig dikt som jag just skrev. Jag redigerar inte så mycket i mina texter vilket är anledningen till att dom brukar bli så långa. En vacker dag ska jag nog gå igenom mina verk och knåpa ihop dom lite bättre/kortare. Men i stunder som dessa vill jag gärna behålla texten som den kom ut ur mitt huvud :). Denna dikt är dedikerad till en viss person i mitt liv, såväl som till mig själv. Första delen är skriven till honom, andra till mig själv :).
A story for you, and for me
Reached out and touched the sky,
flew so high
Went up and beyond
Before I knew, it was all gone
Came crashing down
Life -> rewind
Got so far
Picked a star
Named my life after your dream
Drowned in your scream
Cowered from the pain
Got back up again
You were always lying
And I stopped trying
Reaching for your heart
Was it over from the start?
Can't look you in the eye
I'd rather you lie
Instead of saying goodbye
Just watch me cry
- - - - - - - -
That was then, but this is now
And I have new things I want to try
Not love, can't take the pain
Can't go through it all over again
But life, so old so new
Is full of things I want to do
But not for you, or anyone
This time I'll do it on my own
It will take time, but I will try
I will reach out and touch the sky
Even if I have forsaken love
I'll find my way to the heavens above
Bjuder på den ;P
Fylle poesi
Innan jag blir full
Låt mig ta en stund
Och berätta vad jag känner
Det fanns en stund
Då jag tänkte på dig
Det finns mer än en stund
Då jag tänker på dig
Det gör mig glad
Trivs med tanken
Men tänker inte så mycket mer
Tänker inte så mycket alls
Annat än på dig
Bara för en stund, bara för en stund
Så hej, idag, innan jag blir full
Låt mig säga vad jag tänker om dig
Inte så mycker mer, inte så mycket mer
Än just det idag
Tanken, tankarna, tänkte just på dig
And that's all
Tanken, tankarna, tänkte på dig igen
Men inte så mycker mer
Än en tanke
Inte så mycket plan
Inte så mycket mening
Inte så mycket annat
Än tanken jag tänkte om dig
[21/12 - 2010]
I don't do relationships
The things I just can't see
Or feel anymore
Happiness, just not sure
Don't know if love is real
Cause that's not the way I feel
Doesn't matter how much I desire
I always get burnt by the fire
And I always drag someone with me
I just can't let it be
So I've learned, the hard way
That I can't stay
Cause if I do
There will be hell to pay
And I just can't walk that road any longer
It didn't kill me, but it didn't make me stronger
Knowing that I'm not the only one who suffered in the end
Just can't pretend
That it doesn't effect me, to see you cry
That it hurts you when we say goodbye
I'll just walk alone
It's the only way for me to keep strong
- I just don't do relationships -
Från mitt hjärta
En ensam själ .. / .. försvann i allt
Det som ett hjärta bär .. / .. all smärta
som brinner .. / .. tårarna försvinner
I en natt så hård och kall .. / .. allt
Ser du mig nu? .. / .. Kan du höra mig?
Vad fan vet du? .. / .. om mig?
Du tog min hand .. / .. ledde mig bort
Mot en avgrund, en kant .. / .. så kort
Du bad mig hoppa .. / .. framför ett tåg
Så att du kunde ta allt .. / .. men jag gick därifrån
[och jag kommer aldrig mer tillbaka]
Ta min hand .. / .. vägen är inte slut än
.....
Skriven 28/3-2011 under inspiration av låten Dom Som Försvann av Kent
Märks det? :P
Vill påpeka än en gång att alla dikter jag lägger upp i min blogg är skrivna av mig om inte annat anges, okej? Vill ni läsa mer finns en hel kategori tillägnat detta: "Pjoeesi" :).
Weird.. Just feeling..
To break in front of my eyes
To leave into the night
Who told you it was alright
... to die?
Who said you could leave me
Leave me here alone
While you'll find a better place
To move on
Who said it was okey
To not say goodbye?
While I'm left with sorrow
Who told you it was alright
... to die?
Who told you it was alright ... to die?
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Saknar dig broder, (but I'm doing alright, just so you know).
Pretending
The sound of your heart beating
Makes me feel bad
In a way I've never had
Can't find the light
Or see the truth
To know what's right
And if it's worth the fight
Just leave it all behind
Forget it all
I know I'm going down
And you won't break the fall
So I'll just stay, for a little while
Pretend that it's all the same
That it does not matter to me at all
I'll stay, for awhile..
Belong
And I never will
Belong to anybody
Not like this
Not this day
Not this way
I'll never belong
I won't ever stay
By your side
Time after time
And I won't cry
Cause that's just the way it is
Nån månad gammal, hittade den i ett annat inlägg..
Just want this moment
Right here, right now
With you by my side
Just want your kiss
the touch of your fingertips
On my skin
Touching, caressing
Not caring, just sharing
A single moment, honest and true
Just me, just you..
♥
Droppar av en dröm
En droppe av en dröm
En till droppe, tills det bildas en ström
Som för mina drömmar bort
En dröm som är så kort
Drömmen om dig, en droppe till
En dröm om kärlek, strömmen står still
En droppe, en tår
Kärlek försvinner, drömmen består
Flyter med strömmen bort
En droppe, en dröm så kort
Strömmen står aldrig still
En droppe, en droppe till
[2011]
Väldigt flummig dikt skriven medans jag hade textilverkstad på skolan, haha ^^ Men jag la upp den iaf, tog ju bara en vecka :P.
Let me hold your heart
And I promise, I won't make any demands
I only ask to be by your side today
To follow you for a while on your way
And to keep you safe through it all
Never to surrender, and never to fall
So let me keep my word to you
My feelings will forever stay true
So please hold my heart in your hands
And I'll make no more demands